As i lay in bed at night

As I lay in bed at night,I think of him,
holding me tight.
I feel his arms, Around my waist,
I dream of him, Making no haste.

If only he was here, With me in bed,
“If only he was here”, That’s all I said.
Crying silently, He texts me why,
I text him back, Saying only lies.

Without his touch, Without his feel,
I promise to never, Eat a meal.
I eat no more, Starving for you,
I cry all day, I say boo-hoo.

My meds look good, My meds look nice,
I down the bottle, Not thinking twice.
To the hospital, My dad crying,
They ask me why, I lay there dying.

Wishing you would come, I get my stomach pumped,
My body feels horrid, Like its been dumped.
As I lay in bed at night,
I dream of him, holding me tight.