why the heck..

Why d heck u fell in luv wid me,
neither i was an angel nor a fairy.
why d heck u treated me so,
when u had 2 break up wid me.

why d heck u promised 2 stay wid me 4ever,
when u had 2 say tat it was all over.
why d heck u said u miss me,
when u had 2 forget me 4 ever.

why d heck u touched me,n made me complete,
when u had say tat it's nothing except a guilt.
why d heck u never let me cry,
when u had 2 b a tear in ma eye.

why d heck u said tat u gonna luv me till eternity,
when u had 2 say tat u wanna b free.
why d heck u said tat i m ur soul ,
when u had 2 turn ma hrt in2 a coal.

why d heck u siad tat i m ur desire,
when u had 2 set me on a fire.
why d heck it happened bwt me n u,
ni donn know why, why d heck I still.........

i dont want you back,,,,,

Though I know I am sorry
Though I know it is a great folly
Like a war between two nations
Having a treaty of peace n great patience

You may see my hands shaking
You may see my feet trembling
You may feel my lips troubling& you may my heart thudding
But yes thts true I don’t want you back

You may sense the warmth of my forehead
You may see my eyes pouring
You may find me cold n dead& you may hear my sprit wailing
But yes thts true I don’t want you back

Sufficient it is whatever have I said
There is nothing that can make us friend instead
Whatever it takes I am ready to face
But yes thts true I don’t want you back..

Glorious tales of love bring me to the highest peaks.
I look down to see where is the one I
desperatley seek?
Lost within a land where truths and lies are same
I wander to the edge and wonder what is this game.
Pieces of soul lie upon the ground broken and torn.
Watch them fly away on the winds of the forlorn.
Why is the way of the loves we try to trust?
In the end its the same, the heart turns to dust...

Glorious tales of love bring me to the highest peaks.
I look down to see where is the one I
desperatley seek?
Lost within a land where truths and lies are same
I wander to the edge and wonder what is this game.
Pieces of soul lie upon the ground broken and torn.
Watch them fly away on the winds of the forlorn.
Why is the way of the loves we try to trust?
In the end its the same, the heart turns to dust...

leave me alone...

Leave me alone. I would not see thee more.
The storm is hushed, the agony is o'er.
I would not feel again The passion and the pain.
Do not again come knocking at my door.

Leave me alone. Put not into my hand
A broken cup, though bound with golden band,
Lest I with thirsty lip Once more its passions sip.
Still let it lie, all shattered on the sand.

Leave me alone. I followed, long ago,
Joy to its tomb, with tolling marches slow.
Wake not my buried slain, Only to die again.
Leave me to peace___'tis all I hope to know.

Leave me alone. I may not quite forget
The buried love, whose sweetness thrills me yet;
But let the willow wave;
Rake not a grass-grown grave;
Break not the turf, for fresh-rung tears to wet.

again..!

Here I am alone again
The time just after 12 midnight
In my bedroom seated before my computer
I have done my all duties
Now what read book watch tv
Listen to music maybe a drink
Hmm none of those working tonight
My mind wont let me rest at all
My thoughts are jumbled frayed
On so many things past and present
Wishes desires needs wants all at once
Converging on me driving me crazy
My heart is telling me I am lonely
My soul is saying it needs company
My body saying touch me somebody
Yet my mind is denying them all
Trying to block them out push them away
Making sleep impossible relaxtion a no
Even just closing my eys is hard why I begin imagine
I am not alone which Leads right back where
I started aloneIn bed as I am every night that passes
Which is only a another reminder to me
Of being alone all the time in the world
Trying to surpress my fears and hurts
Hide my weakness of the soul and mind
Cover my lonliness with any activity I can
Prentending I am happy and content when
Inside I am feeling the exact opposite
I hide my tears all day along until
In the dark of night alone in my bed
They flow freely from my eyes down
My cheeks and onto my sad heart
Where they dry as the sun rises

sO helLozzz pplzzzz...Im here....to fill dis place wid all d more cRap...lol...lol...well dunno wat to write except ya tht the weathr is guud today ...he he...hope it rains!!!
chalo byeee everyone!!
taa taaaaaaaazzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!

~Precious Moments ~

Don`t know why but i was just lying and thinking abt some past moments...and i realized how fast my life has moved on...

it was like a flash and i feel am a grown up and now every thing seems to be full of senses and nothing kiddish in my living now...

so wanted to remember my past moments which still make me live and some past memories which embarrased me and made me cry....

this is not only with me...this is with everyone....all of us who r moving with one click....to cover this whole life in one flang and be the winners ... not waiting to see how the time passes and what beauty it has for us...

there were moments we laughed-n-cried,
We always stood by each othaz side those Many days we spent together will stay in my life foreVa n eva...N then SomeDay You will be sorry,When You're Free...Memories Will Remind You That We Are Meant To be :)

missing me..!

You think you're special
You do I can see it in your eyes
I can see it when you laugh at me
Look down on me
You walk around on me
Just one more fight
About your leadership
And I will straight up
Just one more fight
About a lot of things
And I will give up everything
To be on my own again .....Free again
Some day you'll see things my way
Cause you never know
Where, you never know
Where you're gonna go
Just one more fight
And I'll be history
Yes I will straight up
Leave your shit
And you'll be the one who's left
Missing me..!

I am the backs...Sid is here

Hello, hello, hello, how low?





I've changed my mind about Jenko. She is very much Yo...and is kinda cool too. But she still needs to work on that.



I am the goods, thank you very much. You see this pictire here? That is me. I like this pic. This is proof that Sid da Rockstar does exist, after all, and in the end, and all that. I enjoyed that photo shoot...I got three more raukeeng pics of myself and my person. In fact...there were six great pics. I like the way I look. Do you? Oh, that won't matter...you see, I'm high on self esteem...that is me.

Before I end this...I'd like to add...Jenko...you're sweet. :)

Hahahahahaha...what the hell is wrong with me? No, Jenko...you're just okay now...improve yourself! ;)

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when
I held you beside me Un break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un cry these tears I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart My heart
Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart Don't leave me in all this pain
leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my Un-break my heart ... Ohhh Baby !
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on Can't go on...

when you love sumone..

When you love someone - you'll do anything

you'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain

you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun

when you love someone

you'll deny the truth - believe a lie

there'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly

but your lonely nights - have just begun

when you love someone

when you love someone - you'll feel it deep inside

and nothin else can ever change your mind

when you want someone - when you need someone

when you love someone...

when you love someone - you'll sacrifice

you'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice

you'd risk it all - no matter what may come

when you love someone

you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun

when you love someone

LEAVING ON .......lucknow mail??????

ok so im leaving.....not on a jet plane...but by LUCKNOW MAIL.....yas..ppl im leaving Lucknow......finally....the only sad part is im leaving all my pals behind...im gonna miss all of you soooooooooo much......the chats at night...the shopping...the movies....mcdonalds ka khana....peyu ka kamra....sanchi ki scooty....senko ki stupidity....waaaahhhhh........all of it.........ppl logan im gonna miss all of you......btw...jo kuch chahiye dilli se....list bana ke de dena.......i'll get it for u in october..pucca.......but ppl im gonna miss you sooooo much..........waaahhhhhhhhh

gadhi, ullu.......get wl soon....hu askd u 2 hv ice cream in d rain.....since wen did u start behaving lk me ???
n yaaah.....tomm i hv my counselling at lu......anodr bugging day it wl b.......lts c.....lol
peyu u also cum if u cn......n lstn i m going 2 lc tomm 2 collect ma pas certi.!!!!!!!

Hellozzz...

Hi ppl....

so dis is my 1st post for d blog....its actually really cool...better dan scrapping !!!

so how hav u ppl been???...its been so long since i last met u ppl :(...... but neway everyone has to part now dat v know which college we're exactly goin to...

btw talking about college life, u all must be knowing i joined my flying skul last week...actually 2 weeks ago, here in gurgaon !! d students here including d ones in my group r mostly graduates n above 22 except for a few.....dere r a lot of girls here too ;) lol!!! d studies r actually more dan i had expected n its not dat easy either.....but d ambiance here is so cool, n also my pals r so funny dat i nvr really get bored during d lectures.....except for d instruments lecture when u cant help but go to sleep!!! my classes go on from 8 in d morning to 4 in d eve, n v hav small breaks in between apart from d 1 hour lunch break during which v usually either go to a nearby restaurant or jus hang around "vella" !!! n ya did i tell u ppl dere's also a rockstar in my class who also has a band jus like sidd...n dere's dis girl kanika who resembles peyu so much in every way dat i sometimes feel as if im talking to her...:D...lol...so in a way iv found almost all of u here too !!! HEhehe

so dats how my life's going on dese days !!! btw congrats pallie for STEPHENS n peyu for LU....n ya sidd too for IET...gr8 man !!!

so dis is it for 2day...i must go n study now...ill keep posting....n ya dont forget about my budday ;) lol !!!!

ciao ppl !!!

its a new beginning

guds d evening to everybody......peyu,senko.......birdie......my dear sis[princess]....divas......of cousre kree....!!!! so guyz its tym for me to leave......my 1st step towards achieving my goals is this....i dun kno wat is gonna happ next in mah lyf......i onli kno tat guyz ur best wishes r with me....to succeed.....to be sumthing of my own in this battlefield called lyf...!!!
in d above pic 1 can c me lying on d grass with leaves around...this pic displays mine thoughts......my dreams.....i dun kno whr i'm heading towards.....but i'm dreaming sumthing....dreaming to be on d top...!!!
its indeed a new beginning in mah lyf.....!!!

ohhhh.......dats bad pallie....
v al hope 4 ur quick recovery....lol
n yaaaah u'd btr pak ur bags b4 13th......bcz v hv 2 go n watch d muvi on dat date onli
bcz mom n bhai wl b in gurgaon on dat day.....n i wl b alone at home.....yay!!!!!!
so no tension of making ne bahana's......lol
btw yellow 2 jenko......pink 2 senko,birdy n divas.....blue 2 u kree...mauve 2 sadhu....yay!!!!
byeeee......
keep rocking.....!!!!!

07/07/07 for me!

well today's day was weird....for one i cant breathe through my nose.....its blocked.....a.k.a a cold.........so i gotta breathe through my mouth..yay.....i've been packing all day long.....coz i've promised Sabchi tht i'll be going to watch HP4 with her and a couple of oder phraands......so i gotta finish tht.....besides tht..im going mad watching live earth..now i switch off every light in the house....whether i need it or not....even this im typing in darkness...lol...neway...more from me later.....Snko hainlo,jenko hainlo....and Birdy also....hainlo......Sabchi...tumhe bhi hainlo...and yes to Sadhu &Diva.......tht about covers it.......so 07/07/07 comes to an end....im waiting for 08/08/08......one day after Peyu's budday next year......see Peyu i remember....AND YOU THOUGHT I WONT......ha!

ws 07/07/07......lucky 4 u?????

yaaaaaaas u ryt peyu....so 2day is 07/07/07...........lol
n its an awsum day........xcpt dat i m down wid a stomach ache.....n v hd 2 tolerate d khatiks of LU.......n hd 2 go mad finding our names in d merit list..........apart 4m my name......i found d names of al d odr ppl.......hehe
n den v went 2 sg......n did shopping at archies......haha.....
n yaaaaaah........2day v hv our late nyt eco coaching also......yay!!!!!!!!!!!
kk..........so frens do reply abt ur xperience.....of 07/07/07.....!!!!!!!
hope dat dey r just as rocking as d blog......n its members......lol

yestrdy senkO askd me y r we green rulers ...????

n y is d blog named green rulerZz ...???

well green color indicates sumthin thts WACKY ....n tht means sumthn thts WEIRD/CRAZI....
n bein tht means .. being DIFFERENT ... n diff means ORIGINAL.....

so senkO thts y we r GREEN RULErZz......LoL.
(n green my fav color..)

07-07-07

well ppl wht is in with ths date .........07-07-2007.....

its it so kuhl....n my lucki no is 7...
n if we add up d 3 we get 23 thts no 5 ........yaaayy thts also my lucki no..acrdin 2 my birth..lol...
i hope d day goes awesum 2dy ...nw lets c hw it goes
n yea d new 7 wondrs gonna b announcd 2dy... so wil TAJ b in or out of d top 7...???tht is wht d world is talkin abt..
accrdin 2 astro .. 7 is d no of neptune n july month of cancer ..moon bein its planet ...
n neptune n moon ..quite interstin ... i guess last yr or my b 2005 we had london blasts ...lets c whts gonna happn 2dy ....lol..........

anywys 2dy is my grand dads bdy also.. but i cnt wish him ..lol....

so happi 7 juli 2 alll............
n hope taj mahal is included in d 7 wonders......

n u knw wht guys ... this is d ' 7th ' post of d month...hehe...lol

so...njoy ur dy 2dy ..... hve fun ..!

Feel me around you, I'm here

Oh, so this is how you create a new post...and there I was replying to Pallie's comment...but, I just wanted to get the message across again...clearer, this time....for everyone to see...so here...

This is so bloody exciting...I want to jump off a speeding train...flag down a racing car...beat my head against my pillow...play akkar bakkar bumbay bow...or even ess kola kola...cry a thousand tears...or even fall in love with the queen's daughter...this concept rocks...its even better than the kela thing...you rock, Jenko...and that is very cool, for a change...

Cheers.

hainlo

Halloo..fellow bloggers....really excited to be here..yas....extremely.....im jumping up and down...yayyyyyyyy

Major saab

major saab.....lol.....hahahaha..!!!

yes guyz tats me Anant rastogi.....playing d role of major in d army at coll play on 15/08/06....plzzzz dun be afraid by this pic....i kno its a bit scary...lol...!!!

'' jawaanon virodhiyon n hamla bol diya hai...mujhe har keemat par yeh jung jeetni hai....us parvat ki choti par tirange ko lehrana hai....yehi bharat mata ka sapna hai...!!! woh din aa gaya hai jiska har fauji ko intezaar hota hai....mere bachchon agar shaheed hue toh amar ho jayege....jai mata di....!!! "

well tat was my fav dialouge in d whole play....lol...!!

it was quite a tough role to play....as i had to shout n scream lyk sunny paaji in 'gadar'...lol...!!

n yes not forget those nakli moustaches...ufff pata nahi kis cheez se chipkaya tha unko...it pained badly wen i removed those....n yes tat kaajal on my eyes....was pathetic...but still i think i looked kuhl on d stage....lol...!!!

A lost warrior

well guyz u can c me potraying an image of a lost warrior in d pic......its just tat me n 1 of my frenz had gone to marine drive at 5 am in d morn.....for fags of cousre.....n den decided to be a lilttle creative.....n we came up with dis.....lol..!!

but d result was my shoes were full of sand.....dust.....n ants too.....in d end got a gud screamin frm mom....for doin this crazy stuff....!!!

n had to wash my shoes....n my ankles had ant bites on them.....marks r still visible der....lol...!!!