Wednesday, October 31, 2007

When the morning sun wake me from my bed then my last night dream brings you in my thoughts and making my day to walk into your world again when I think of your face then my problems slip away from my mind and brings happiness into my heart. Always want to stay close to you and hear your loving words our heart is in perfect harmony like cool breeze touches morning dew our love is in perfect high like heaven hugs soul everyday you look perfect lady with love and kind and always want to fills my heart with your love always, I feel warm and safe when you are around me and my days seem endless when you are not beside me cause, you are the only one there for me to take care you allow me to love you freely with your heart and soul because only my heart will melt with your love energy my love for you is deep and never ending for you let our day come soon to say ' I do' for always and forever.
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend

That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings
With the truth
When there was me and you
You're my man, my mighty king,
And I'm the jewel in your crown,
You're the sun so hot and bright,
I'm your light-rays shining down,

You're the sky so vast and blue,
And I'm the white clouds in your chest,
I'm a river clean and pure,
Who in your ocean finds her rest,

You're the mountain huge and high,
I'm the valley green and wide,
You're the body firm and strong,
And I'm a rib bone on your side,

You're an eagle flying high,
I'm your feathers light and brown,
You're my man, my king of kings,
And I'm the jewel in your crown

why did you do that?

You are my everything,
You are all I want,
All I desire,
And all I'll ever need,

I must thank you,
For showing me,
What it's like,
To love someone again,

I wish you saw in me,
What I see in you,
I would never hurt you,
Like so many before,

And all those who follow,
I want you to trust me,
Because I trust you,
And because I'm falling,

And I want you to catch me,
I would catch you,
And hold you forever,
Never let go,

And never forget,
For in the end,
We'll be all that's left,
You and me,

Crisp, sandy beaches,
Vertical horizons,
The flowing color
Falling asleep,

To sunsets of status,
Waking to lovely dawns,
And a lovely companion,
The company of fate,
It's never been so sweet.

Le Me Alone...

Leave me alone.
I would not see thee more.
The storm is hushed, the agony is o'er.
I would not feel again
The passion and the pain.
Do not again come knocking at my door.

Leave me alone.
Put not into my hand A broken cup,
though bound with golden band,
Lest I with thirsty lip
Once more its passions sip.
Still let it lie, all shattered on the sand.

Leave me alone.
I followed, long ago, Joy to its tomb,
with tolling marches slow.
Wake not my buried slain,
Only to die again.
Leave me to peace___'tis all I hope to know.

Leave me alone.
I may not quite forget
The buried love, whose sweetness thrills me yet;
But let the willow wave;
Rake not a grass-grown grave;
Break not the turf, for fresh-rung tears to wet.

♥♥... koi rulata bhi nahi aur koi manata bhi nahi... ♥♥

An Excuse To Get Hurt..

Love is a game
just meant to be played.
Love is a phrase
just overly clichéd.

It's dominated by cheaters,
players, and rule-breakers.
Where three words often said
are lies spoken by fakers.

Love is an emotion
and hormones are the cause.
Love is perfection
that brings out your flaws.

Young ones are swayed
into believing that it's real.
Soon concious of mistakes,
next fear is what you feel.

Love is a wish
desired by so many loners.
Love is a sight
shown off by its owners.

It's a sad pathetic world
when love is only wanted,
for the sake of having it,
and for it to be flaunted.

Love is a drug,
addictive and strong.
Love is a toy.
and you're strung along.

The endings are painful,
yet again you will start,
to end with more lies and tears,
and another cruelly broken heart.

Love is a reason
to be treated like dirt.
Love is an excuse,
an excuse to get hurt.

standing alone in d rain ..

Standing out here alone in the rain
Trying to wash away all of my pain
Drowning the sorrows from past years
Hiding from my nightmares and fears

The rain just gets harder and faster
I miss the good times and the laughter
I hide from it out here in the wet and cold
And I suffer from the things I've been told

The rain follows where tears once went
The rain like the pain shows no repent
I suffer for everything I am deep inside
And I remember the tears I once cried

I look around and see puddles of rain
Getting deeper and deeper like the pain
The puddles that used to be puddles of tears
The feelings and thoughts from all my fears

I can't explain to you the way I feel
And maybe by standing here I'll heal
I'll somehow wash away some of the pain
And I'll just stand here alone in the rain.

If I Die Tonight...

If I die tonight
How many people will be actually hurt?
How many people will ever cry for me?
How many people will ever want me back?

If I die tonight...
Will all my friends gather at my place?
Will all my relatives come to see me?
Will my teachers get hurt?
Will my admirers ever shed their tears?

If I die tonight...
Will I be missed?
Will I be thought about?
Will it make anyone sad?
Will it make any difference?

If I die tonight...
The sun will rise and set as it did
People might sympathise for a moment
Then will get back to their work.

If I die tonight...I
don't think it would make much of a difference to anyone!
Instead I would enter a new world
A new world where I can sleep forever
Forever and ever upon my Cloud Number Nine!

TELL ME THE TRUTH

All of these memories
Collecting its dust
Rot in my hollow mind
My heart, it rusts
Was I being naive
To think you'd never leave.

Was this pain self inflicted
Should this have been predicted
I wait on the porch for you
every day
Will you show up for me
to take this pain away.

Tell me where I went wrong
What mistake did I make
Can I somehow take it back
Or do you dream awake
Was I being naive
To think you'd never leave.

Was this pain self inflicted
Should this have been predicted
Tell me the truth Am I absent in your mind
Tell me the truth Why was I left behind.
Was I being naive
To think you'd never walk away.

Was this pain self inflicted
When I was here to stay
Was I being naive
To think you'd never leave.
Was this pain self inflicted
Should this have been predicted

Tell me the truth.

It Hurts..

It hurts when you don’t notice me,
It hurts when you don’t listen to me,
It hurts when you don’t care about me,
It hurts when you say you love me but I don’t feel it.

It hurts when you don’t ask me what’s wrong,
It hurts when you’re not there to save me,
It hurts when you act too busy for me,
It hurts when you don’t hear me screaming.

It hurts when I think about what I can’t have,
It hurts when I imagine bliss but have to wait for it,
It hurts when you don’t know why I’m hurting,
It hurts when you don’t know that I’m hurting.

There is so much pain inside of me,
I need to release it,
I need your help to learn to be happy,
For I am loved by you,
But I still complain,
I still feel miserable,
Please stop hurting me,
I know you don’t mean to,
But the pain is too hard to bear,
Hold me and tell me it’s ok.

True Friends...

When you're down...
You must find a way to cheer up.
Happiness is a part of life,
which keeps us all alive.
If the good times cheer you up,
then think of them.
If good things help you up,
then think of them.
If remembering the good ol' days brings your happiness back,
then please, think of them.
Oh, but if you think of the bad times when you're down,
and try to show to yourself
that what you're going through isn't all that bad,
and if that really helps youthen think of the bad times
If evil things helps you, then go ahead... think of them,
though I do not see how it does,
unless the evil thingsare pain in fictional characters,
your fictional characters,
then I can see why,
for you wish to see that others are as in much or more pain than you,
as long as they are not real people,
then...it's ok.
But, whenever you are down,
please, please always remember one thing.
Just one thing. Always keep this one thing in mind.

i walk alone..

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I walk aloneI walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And were I walk alone
Read between the lines of what's
Fucked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone I walk a-
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating...
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

EVN THO I SAID D FINAL GUDBYE...

Even though I said that final good-bye
Even though it was all up to me
I still cry
I still cry for when we were the best of friends
For the nights we spent together
And for what was never suppose to be
I cry not for u or me but because of what was never there
I cry for what was in my mind and how it will never be again
To stop crying is something I somewhat learned from u
Too many kisses led to the tragedy
Too many hugs that felt for nothing
Too many tears frozen just because of that one simple good-bye
Too many emotions defrosted because I stood up for myself and lost someone special
But that’s in the past and that’s where it needs to stay
Forever I will remember the frozen tear that meant so much to me and nothing to u
One more frozen tear cried and I will forever say
my final good-bye
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MY LIFE...

my life my pride is broken
Breeze flows by
Whispering words into my ear
Numbness grips my soul
and the Scarry heart skips a beat
The Sun setting down the prairies
Signals the end
When will you come back to me
I am shattered and broken
The Flowers have died
my tears have dried
These wounds will never heal
unless you touch me
Even in a stone
Lies a heart Soft enough to pardon
Believe me my love,
I am shattered and Broken"say wat hurted u the most.......?
wat made life tough for you..?
say wat broken your heart.....?
say why it happens in life that ones out of emotions......?

WILL NEVER LET YOU GO

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings
With the truth
When there was me and you

I FEEL YOU

I FEEL YOU,
IN EVERY STONE,
IN EVERY LEAF OF EVERY TREE,
THAT YOU EVER MIGHT HAVE GROWN.
I FEEL YOU,
IN EVERY THING,
IN EVERY RIVER THAT MIGHT FLOW,
IN EVERY SEED YOU MIGHT HAVE SOWN.
I FEEL YOU,
IN EVERY VEIN,IN EVERY BEATIN' OF MY HEART,
EACH BREATH I TAKE.
I FEEL YOU,
ANYWAY,
IN EVERY TEAR THAT I MIGHT SHED,
IN EVERY WORD I'VE NEVER SAID.
I FEEL YOU,
IN EVERY VEIN,
IN EVERY BEATIN' OF MY HEART,
IN EVERY BREATH I'LL EVER TAKE.
I FEEL YOU,
ANYWAY,
IN EVERY TEAR THAT I MIGHT SHED,
IN EVERY WORD I'VE NEVER SAID.I FEEL YOU.
I FEEL YOU.

LOVE AN IDIOT

This feeling of love that I have for you,
A feeling so strong, so special, so new.
You give me the gift of happiness each day,
Never have I known it could be this way.
You have given your love regardless of cost,
With my heart in your care, I will never be lost.
Or never again wonder what love really means,
For now I do know it means so many things.
Understanding and caring, through good times and bad,
Sharing emotions, should they be happy or sad.
Being there for each other through laughter or tears,
At each other's side for the rest of our years.
My only wish is to be with you, my love,
For each day I pray to the heavens above.
That you always remember my feelings for you.
A feeling so strong, so special, so new!

YOUR SMILE

I was born to make you happy.
I think you're just my style.
Every where I go,
Telling everyone I know,
Baby, I love to see you smile.
Don't want to take a trip to china.
Don't want sail up the Nile.
Wouldn't wanna get too far,
From where you are,
'Cause I love to see you smile.
In the Summer,
In the Spring time,
Winter, or the Fall,
The only place
I wanna be
Is where I can see you smile at me.
Like a sink without a faucet.
Like watch without a dial.
What would I do if I didn't have you.
I love to see you smile.
In the Summer,
In the Spring time,
Winter, or the Fall,
The only place
I wanna be
Is where I can see you smile at me.
In a world that's full of trouble,
You make it all worth while.
What would I do, If I didn't have you.
As I close my eyes and drift off to sleep I find you in my dreams waiting for me.
I see you in my dreams each and every night, and you seem so real to me .
I hear you whisper softly come with me my love as we dance the night away .
I reach for your extended hand and suddenlya symphony begins to play for just us; themostbeautiful music I have ever heard.
You take me lovely into your arms holdingme as if I were royalty, as we beginto dance the night away.
Romantically, we gaze into one another's eyesonly seeing the beauty of the love we share.
I then feel a kiss gently placedupon my forehead with your tender lips as
I return a kiss back placing it on your cheek.

~I WANNA MEET YOU ONCE...~

I REFUSE TO GIVE UP

Don't ever give up on something or someone that you can't go a full day without thinking about.”

Moving on, is a simple thing, what it leaves behind is hard.”

I am personally convinced that one person can be a change catalyst, a "transformer" in any situation, any organization. Such an individual is yeast that can leaven an entire loaf. It requires vision, initiative, patience, respect, persistence, courage, and faith to be a transforming leader.”
Dreams grow holy put in action;
work grows fair through starry dreaming,
But where each flows on unmingling,
both are fruitless and in vain
This is an open community for sharing your dreams.
Real dreams. Like, when you sleep, not aspirations.
100% public. Play nice.
Sweet dreams are made of these.
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas.
Everybody's looking for something.

Some of them want to use you.
Some of them want to get used by you.
Some of them want to abuse you.
Some of them want to be abused
Without You
No I can't forget this evening or your face as you were leaving but I guess that's just the way the story goes you always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows yes it shows no I can't forget tomorrow when I think of all my sorrow when I had you there but then I let you goand now it's only fair that I should let you know what you should know I can't live if living is without you I can't live I can't give anymore

I Love To Walk In Moonlight

I love to walk in moonlight ,
Because she walks with me ,
When I walk in moonlight ,
I love to walk in moonlight .

She lives in my heart ,Like a light ,
She lives in my eyes ,
Like a painful delight ,
Inspite the pain of solitude ,
She has given me ,
I always pray for her bright ,
I love to walk in moonlight .
I love to walk in moonlight .

She knocks at the inward eyes ,
When I sleep ,I can feel her talk ,
From wind sound that sweep ,
Rather she is miles away from me ,
But I feel her breath in moonlight ,
I love to walk in moonlight .
I love to walk in moonlight .

She iz being always with me,
either in ma breath or ma soul,
how could i ever forget her??
there aint any1 lyk her in the GLOBE!!!
the path to moonlight z waiting,
plz come bak,
i can't take it no more.

LONELY

Lonely.... That's not a perfect word to Explain he paucity that a person's life experiences.But this word has got alot of significance for those who have been throuh the whole ordeal of being alone and lonely in this big Good(BAD) world of able minded bodies.So i have made this group for those people who have been through the hard times during some period of their life or others.Join this group to share your experiences and also learn from those who have not yet experienced it.
u cant live life if u dont have love u all have love but it start breaking when u will grow up but we still love that person we was loving in our earlier days.When you said forever, you meant a few months. When I said forever, I meant every day until I died. When you said always, you meant until you couldn't handle it anymore. When I said always, I meant until time ended. When you said you loved me, you meant I was no different from any other girl. When I said I loved you, I meant I had never felt what I felt for you

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"Yes you can hold my hand if you want to.
Because I wanna hold yours too.
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds"
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Just tell me the reason, my dear heart,Why is it, we fell apart…..I went to the moon; u ran to the stars,What is the reason, we went so far…..Now that all things are, said & done,U called from the star & said, “Just for fun”;If it was for fun, then tell me dear,What is the thing u & I fear ?? What bout the days, months & years,We lived together, without any fear,What bout the days we laughed & cried,You even forgot, we had a “ Smile !! ” So I’ll like to end this small story,With a wish from my heart;I wish the moon & star get together,And hope that,“We never fell Apart !!”.
You are a beautiful explosion of creation
Like a shooting star,
Flying across the sky,
Sharing your beauty with the world,
You are a magnificentexample of loveWithout judgment,
without criticism
And you give that love to others
All who are around you.
And experience your giving heart

If Dreams Weren't Dreams And Dreams Come True, I Wouldn't Be Here I'd Be With You,Distance Is One Thing That Keeps Us Apart But You Will Always Remain In My Heart!When I Look At You My Heart Skips 1 Beat But Later That Beat Could Mean A Life Time Of Tears Wasted On Some Thing I Knew I Could Never Have! "

TRUST

"Trust" .... it starts with a smile & ends with a tear... no matter how much u luv that person... it has to end sum day... the same way like it alwayz does... leaving a tear in your eye... and a pain in your heart!!

♥♥ Mohabbat Karo To Dhoka Mat Dena, Apni Mohabbat Ko Anso'n Ka Toofa Mat Dena...Zindagi Bhar Roye Koi Dil Se, Kabhi Kisi ko Aesa Moqa Mat Dena ♥♥

A BEAUTIFUL PRAYER..

I asked GOD to take away my habit,
GOD said: No, its not for me to take away but for you to give it up.

I asked GOD to make my handicapped child whole.
GOD said: No, his spirit is whole, his body is only temporary.

I asked GOD to grant me patience,
GOD said: No, patience is a by product of tribulation, its not granted, its learned.

I asked GOD to give me happiness,
God said: No, I give you blessings, happiness is up to you.

I asked GOD to spare my pain,
GOD said: No, suffering draws you a part from worldly cares and brings you closer to me.

I asked GOD to make my spirit grow,
GOD said: No, you must grow on your own, but I will prune you to make you fruitful.

I asked GOD for all things that I might enjoy life,
GOD said: No, I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things.

I ASKED GOD TO HELP ME LOVE OTHERS ,AS MUCH AS HE LOVES ME.
GOD SAID: Finally you got the idea! =)

~ Living With Memories ~

Maybe that is why I can’t ever go back to you. i have too many words to tell … how much you mean to me but they are just words. My actions proved the opposite. I’m forever finding love to replace the one you place in me. i was cruel. i admit that. i gave you love yet i took it away. i had to take away something beautiful because I’m selfish and care too much about myselfI can't erase you from my past i cant delete you from my mind all i can do is say goodbye i cant pretend you were never here i cant fake like it didn’t hurt when you disappeared i refuse to use a fake old grin but then again I’ll never win... I cant pretend that I don’t care i cant pretend that you are near so i guess ill just pretend to say goodbye...

♥♥ Meri Saari Yaadon Main Sirf Tumhaaray Saaye Hain..Main Nay Teray Saaray Rang Tanhaaiyoun Main Paaye Hain ♥♥
I Hate Being In Love.I Hate That Overwhelming Feeling Of Being Lost In Another Person,A Person Who Is Really A Stranger That You Have Invited Into Your Life.I Hate Feeling Helpless, Subservient, Wistful, And All So EmotionalWhat's So Great About Love?A Complete Stranger Comes Into ur Life And Turns Everything Upside Down.They Listen 2ur Favorite Cds,Eat ur Favorite Food, Then Sleep On ur Half Of The Bed. And They Lie!I Advocate That We Toss Out This Love Thing N Just Start Liking People.When U Like Someone,You're Still Free To Like Lots Of Other People At The Same Time. Try That With Love!You're Not Wrapped Up With Syrupy Feelings, And There's No Obligation To Continue Liking Someone Forever.U Can Lie To Someone U Like N Not Feel Guilty. They Might Resent You Now, But They'll Still Like You Later..Its Love That Gives You All The Headaches Thats Why... I hate Love
never knew how life Could be...
So full and of please.
Until the day you came
Along and changed my World for me.
Its like a feeling I Never knew..
a feeling of True joy...
And soon I fell in love
With someone special... You.
The Emptiness Is Killing Me Slowly As I Wipe The Tears That Fall From My Eyes,I Realize You're Really Gone.My Heart Breaks As It Crumbles To The Floor,I Drop To My Knees UnAware Of What To Do.I Close My Eyes And Picture You,I See Your Face,Your Smile.I Feel Your Arms Around Me Holding Me Tightly,So Tightly I Can't breath,I Gasp For Air. All Alone, Scared....Thats How I Feel Without You Near!!!I Know That Time Can Never Change The LoVe I Have For You...Except Too Make It Deeper Still With Everything We Do..In All My Dreams Of Coming Years, You Play Yhe Greatest Part,For I Know That Time Will Never Change The LOvE WithIn My Heart..Never Thought That iLL Miss You This Much...Never Thought You'll Be Gone Forever...You Left So Many Things Behind And They'll Never Be compLeTed WithOut You ,But I will Always Love You Till The Death =(
Holding ur Hand I’ll Walk Through All The Scenery Valleys..All The Dungeons In The World..All The Planes That May Or May Not The Sign Of A Single Human Being...I’ll B There When U R Happy...I’ll B The Reason Of Your Happines..I’ll B By Your Side When U R Sad But Never I’ll Be A Reason For ur Sadness..I’ll Be A Shield 2 Protect U From The Cruelties Of This World..To Give U Love To Shower U With Immense Joys N All The Happiness Of This World Yes U r My Lov..Everyday That Goez By It Seemz Like I Discover Somethíng New about You To Love It'z Incredíble To Me How One Per§on Can Make Such A *BIG* Dífference In My Lífe u Touch Me In A Way No One Else Ever Haz And Gíve Me So Many Reasonz To Love You =)If i could give u 1thing in life,i would give u the ability 2c yourself through my eyes, only then would u realise how special u r 2me...

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

manly heart

SHALL I, wasting in despair,

Die because a woman's fair?

Or my cheeks make pale with care

'Cause another's rosy are?

Be she fairer than the day
5
Or the flowery meads in May,

If she be not so to me

What care I how fair she be?


Shall my foolish heart be pined

'Cause I see a woman kind;
10
Or a well-disposèd nature

Joinèd with a lovely feature?

Be she meeker, kinder than

Turtle-dove or pelican,

If she be not so to me
15
What care I how kind she be?


Shall a woman's virtues move

Me to perish for her love?

Or her merit's value known

Make me quite forget mine own?
20
Be she with that goodness blest

Which may gain her name of Best,

If she seem not such to me,

What care I how good she be?


'Cause her fortune seems too high,
25
Shall I play the fool and die?

Those that bear a noble mind

Where they want of riches find,

Think what with them they would do

Who without them dare to woo;
30
And unless that mind I see,

What care I though great she be?


Great or good, or kind or fair,

I will ne'er the more despair:

If she love me, this believe,
35
I will die ere she shall grieve;

If she slight me when I woo,

I can scorn and let her go;

For if she be not for me,

What care I for whom she be?
40

by:- G. Wither

LOST

LOST

I am feeling
Lonely betrayed
And back stabbed
Drunk with the peg
Of anger and suffering
Completely lost I am!

Holding like sand
Every breath of mine
Slipping away
Is the precious time
O’ help me thou soul Devine!!

Was this entire
Mend to be broken?
Just don’t understand
What have I chosen?

Life was much better
Without you
Then what brought us
So close?
Fell under an illusion
So made this wrong conclusion

Proud I was to call you
Though ashamed I am now.
You brought me down
Flying in your dream
I was lost.
Someone search for me!!

Missing the friends
They always stood by,
Indeed they made
Me laugh, play and cry
Even encouraged me to reach out

Felt like this never before
Dishearten I am as ever.
Why did I mistake
A friend a foe

Vanished is the courage,
To live and trust
Back Stabbed by the one so trusted
She left me wrecked and frustrated.

Got, so many lexis to say
Yet I make myself stay
Forgotten all thoughts
Life’s all neglected

O’ yes here I say
I am broken, mortified
And petrified
As was never before
To call you a friend!!


Anant Semwal
Dated: October 7, 2007


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Sunday, October 07, 2007

MESSAGE TO A FRIEND


MESSAGE TO A FRIEND


Though I know, I am sorry.
Though I know, this is a great folly.
Like a war between two nations,
Having treaty of great peace and patience
But yes this is true,
I don’t want you back.

You may see my hands shaking.
You may see my feet trembling,
You may feel my lips troubling,
And you may hear my heart thudding.
But yes this is true,
I don’t want you back.

You may sense the warmth in my forehead.
You may see my eyes pouring,
You may find me cold and dead,
And you may hear my spirit howling.
But yes this is true,
I don’t want you back.

Sufficient it is all have I said.
There is nothing, which can make us friend instead.
Whatever it takes I am ready to face
But yes this is true,
I don’t want you back.

Waiting for you come to me.
Turn down the feelings of regret,
Forget the guilt of mine forever
And lets try making it up together.
Yes this is true, my dear
I always wanted you back.

Waiting for you have I ever been,
Angry with you, have I never been.
So come to me again
Yes this is true, my dear I want you back.


What I did was,
Was wrong I know.
So please don’t mind
And let us get bind.
Hear me what I say,
Waiting for you, here I stay.
Come to me! Come to me again!!

You are a precious gift
That I have.
All the days spent with thee
Were not that bad
So come and let us be friend
Hear me say this over again!
Dated: 17/2/2007
Anant Semwal

Friday, October 05, 2007

ONLY YOU

ONLY YOU

Every second that goes by,
Every minute that rolls by,
Every hour that glides by,
Every day that slips by,
Reminds me of you and only you!!

Every breath of wind,
Every stream that sings,
Every cloud that bum around,
And every gleam that illuminate my soul,
Feels like you and only you!!

Every game that I play,
Every word I say,
Leisure that I take,
And the task I undertake,
Is for you and only you!!

Your eyes, when they look for me.
Your ears, when they listen to me,
Your hairs, when they come over me,
And your lips, when they speak with me,
Believe me you are mine and only mine!!

I don’t know, weather
You love me or not.
But these are my
Feelings in and out.
Waiting for you,
Here am I, where are you!!
Dated: 16/02/2007

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

the wedding of the year ...

well yestrdy was a big day for our dear anant bhai and our loveli aassya bhabhi ..... we got them married at SG ....... the guests invited for the wedding of the year were kritika...divya...sabchee ...jenko ..senko ... n gaurang ... n ofcourse our dear bhai n bhabhi were thr ..... so the weddin went kuhl ...thr ws ths ring ceremony 1st .... n thn was d jai mal ceremony ................. the weddin reception ws givn the sme dy by anant bhai ... he hd giftd his walet 2 us so it ws d treat by his side .......... n assya bhabhi also got many many gifts ......n we njoyd d great day ... we missd u birdie .... bt he ws connectd wit us thro fone .. so tht ws nice .... yaayyy!!! n yess again this cheap thng hppnd tht my chap[p]als broke ... lol so i hd 2 buy new 1s.... n i got dumb BLUE 1s ....... hmm so tht ws sad bz i didnt got d 1 i wntd .... lol nywys ..
so finali d couple is togthr n they hve promisd us tht they gonna hve twins by may when birdie will return ..................................................and they lived happili evr aftr .! hope they do ..!!
after the great wedding we chkd the new magzns wch ali bhai had sent us ....... so thnk u ali for the magzines ..... welll lovd them .... n yea ur card ws smart n senko luvd it so he was collectin all of them n thts y hes posin wit it .... so thrs divya .. kree (hidin) .. gaurang ... jenko ... senko ... assya bhabhi .... n anant bhai ..... n all of us posin wit FAHRENHEIT ....
and our dear sabche is d cleekeengs.. .......yaayyy!!

Lonely Day

Such a lonely day
And it's mine
The most loneliest day of my life
Such a lonely day
Should be banned
It's a day that I can't stand
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
Such a lonely day
Shouldn't exist
It's a day that I'll never miss
Such a lonely day
And it's mine
The most loneliest day of my life
And if you go, I wanna go with you
And if you die, I wanna die with you
Take your hand and walk away
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
LifeSuch a lonely day
And it's mine
It's a day that I'm glad I survived

feelings

FEELINGS

I want to cry, yet I smile.
I want to die, yet I lie.
I want to go, and yet I hold.
I just don’t know what to do!!

I want to be, nonentity but me.
I want to see, nobody but her.
I want t know, nothing but truth.
I just can’t have it done.

I want to be gaunt, and even haunt.
I want to sleep, and even dream.
I have the will, to change the will.
Why I should do I just don’t know?

Explaining myself the ominous sides
I want to surf the tides.
Setting my wishes free I am in the seventh sky.
I want to glide.

Holding makes me a looser,
Though born to loose, never I.
Throwing her away is the key,
Yet who wants it that way??

Kicking her away I shall never cry,
Then even what makes me shy??
Taws just a little flirting that I did,
Who knew it will turn to be this??

Confused I am yet never remain.
God only knows why I am twisting n twain.
Swinging like pendulum shall I ever be,
Between the faces of reality and dream!!

Anant Semwal
Date 3’rd October 2007